Happy Birthday!

Its my 29th birthday today! Pero shempre nag 29th birthday din si kenny nung August 10. Pumunta kame ng city, kumain sa Jap restaurant at nag lakad lakad sa darling harbour. Ngaun naman andito lang ako sa bahay. RDO ko kase ngaun. Nadeliver na din ung table tennis pero hindi ko pa naset up kase ang bigat. Kahapon naman nakapag lunch kame ni Lyndell sa Nando's. Tinext ko pa nga siya kung mag sick leave ba cxa ngaun kase RDO ko tapos nalaman ko na knee injury pala cxa? what? kawawa naman 1 week daw cxa bakasyon. haaay hindi ko na nga alam kung panu na yun kase supposed to be 2 weeks na lang din cxa sa dhq hanggat makabalik ung isang katherine. Anyway, si Lord na ang bahala. Nakaskype ko din sila mama at papa kanina. Pero hindi pa ako nakatawag sa Las Pinas. So kamusta naman ako? A year ago, naalala ko pa nag bblog ako nun, nagsulat pa ako ng mga bday wishes ko dun. Nakakatuwa lang ang daming nangyari in 1 year. As in. Nakalipat na kame ng Australia, may work na kame, may sariling apt, parang naka establish na ulit ng routine. I'm not saying that everything is perfect pero ibang iba na sa season that was in America. Kanina nga nag pray ako, naalala ko lang how God has really been faithful in seasons in our lives. May mga season na mabilis lang, may season na inaabot ng buwan, meron din naman taon. Well, 15 years ago I wouldn't have imagined na makakatira ako ng USA (New Jersey/New York pa!) at Australia (Sydney!). Totoo talaga yung God can provide for us more than we could ever ask for or imagine no? Malapit na ako mag 30. 1 year na lang. Feeling ko dapat na talaga ko magpaka mature kase ung 30 mature roles na ata un. Nagasawa na ako at lahat hindi pa pala ko mature? hehe. Naalala ko pa nung 16 ako, pag naiisip ko ung age na 23 parang feeling ko ang mature na nun? hindi ko maimagine kung anong klase ng buhay meron ung mga graduate na, medyo young pa din pero may sarili ng pera, they could do whatever they want? ung mga ganun? Pero heto ako at mag 30 na. Well, ang masasabi ko lang sa aking 16 year old self ay, enjoy the ride, wag mashdo mamroblema, push yourself harder, don't lose your confidence. Don't let others dictate your happiness. In the span of less than 15 years, you'll get your heart broken then meet a very loving and amazing young man, who's going to make you feel that you're worth it. Love him, don't lose him cause he's going to be your husband. You'll read your name in the newspaper for topping the board exam. You'll get your dream job. You'll make mistakes but don't fret, nothing is irreversible. You'll be a Christian. You'll meet friends that will be with you in the ups and downs. You're going on your first international airplane ride alone. To the USA. Many times you'll feel alone, discouraged, scared. But don't be. It will all pass. Keep your head up. If it gets too hard or confusing on the inside, stop for a while and write. Write everything with abandon. I wonder if I would like what I could have read now when I was 16. Its exciting to think that at 16, everything is just about to be written. Looking in the next 15 years, I really wouldn't know what will happen. But God has planned out everything for me. He knows. And He says that its more than what I could ever ask for or imagine.